Friday, November 4, 2016

The Ring


So this post starts off with a sentence I found online on some super cool list of writing prompts. I could have told more story on this one. Significantly more story to be told, but it's like dark now, so my body feels like it's 10pm and really tired despite not even being 7pm, yet. Had to cut short by a lot. and not edit anything.. Zzzz. Perhaps I will revisit this, then again.. maybe not?! only time will tell. Saved in Word though, so I can. 


She touched the little box in her pocket, and smiled…

It was a reminder to her that no matter what happened, everything was going to be totally okay. In that box was a little family heirloom. A ring. Her mother had given it to her three days ago, after her grandma died. Along came a story of traveling, hardships, the greatest moments of someone’s life, and a history that now sat in Samantha’s pocket.

Sam’s mom’s name was Heather, grandma’s name was Emilia, and she got the ring from her grandmother, Lenora.

Lenora came to own the ring after a boyfriend of hers (who later came to be her husband) brought it from Italy. He grew up in Italy, his name was Monte. Monte bought this ring when he was only 14 years old, he had intended it to go to a girl in his town Ginna. He was in love with her since they were only five years old. They lived as neighbors, and grew up strong together. Everyone thought they were destined to marry one day. And Monte was prepared to make her his wife. Then one afternoon while the two were walking through the outskirts of town, talking and planning their life together they met an old woman. As the story got passed down with the ring, she is told to have been a witch.

Monte and Ginna talked with this woman for hours and hours, and before they left she yelled to them both “You two will not be married, you two are not meant to be together, you will see!!”

Ginna laughed it off “crazy old woman, she probably wants you for herself, but as handsome as you are, as kind, as lovely as you are, I really do not blame her. I want to marry you Monte, I’m sure my father approves of you!”  (Samantha always rolls her eyes at the old tradition of asking one’s father for approval to marry his daughter).

Monte hugged Ginna tightly and said “If I could have things my way, I would never let you go…I love you Ginna.” (Sam always thought these were bold words for such young lovers, only to be reminded that it was different back then)

Two days later, Ginna was working on her chores with her siblings and suffered a terrible accident. She did not live to marry the love of her entire life. Poor Monte could not take the suffering of staying in his home. He kissed his Mama and Papa goodbye, promised to write them… and left. Taking the ring he had just purchased. And he was off.

Monte walked north, not knowing where he was going to end up. Stopping as needed in order to work odd jobs. He told his story of lost love to everyone he came across on the way. One woman, feeling empathy for him, as she had just lost her husband, and children she had none, gave the young man one of her horses. He tried to deny the gift, but she insisted. “I have just me and too many horses to care for all alone. I will be leaving soon as I hear word from my family, please, or they will meet a most unfortunate fate!” So, he took the kind gift, and continued north. Still unsure of where he was going.

He met many beautiful women along the way but it was not until he reached Germany that he met someone he felt was as wonderful as Ginna. He knew in his heart that it was finally time to move on. The only problem was that he had spoke no German, and she no Italian. That, and she showed little or no interest in him, at first. Her name was Lenora, and she was 12. Her blonde hair sparkled in the sun, and her smile was beyond joyful.

Monte had began working with her father Johann. He was a strong and hard working man, with three daughters and no sons. He spoke quickly to Monte, and used many hand gestures to get understanding through despite then language differences between the two. Monte had  started to pick up German after a few days of working with Johann.

There was only one problem, he was still not able to express to Lenora how he felt. She was the sun after the endless rains. She made his heart beat quicker. He felt only this way before, and that was with Ginna.

“tu sei il sole negli pioggia nuvole!” she has no clue what he is saying, she points at the sky, at the sun  “Du bist die Sonne” he touches his chest “Due bist Herz” “Ich leibe dich” and began to cry as he pulled out the ring.

Lenora began to understand a little better what was going on, of course she still had no interest in him, but she started talking with him more, and showing him around town when they had free time, showing him around and teaching him the German language, and learning Italian from Monte. Once or twice a week they would walk and learn how to talk with each other. The love was growing in her.

Over a year, Monte had worked hard with Johann, had tried to woo Lenora… but after a year felt he needed to move on. If Nora wasn’t going to love him the way he loved her, he needed to know, and he needed to move forward because he was getting old. It was in telling her he needed to move forward that she said it. “Ich leibe dich” quietly she spoke.

He could not leave. He was kind, patient, and gentle with her, and she had fallen in love. Once again he presented her with the ring, and this time she took it.
The ring was passed on to their only child, a son, who had given it to Emilia’s boyfriend when he had asked for Emilia’s hand in marriage. That’s a love story for another time. Emilia wore the ring until her death. Once it no longer fit her finger she had put it on a chain around her neck.

Samantha had been dating Kenneth for two and a half years before her grandmother Emilia became ill. Her grandmother adored Kenneth and pulled him aside at Christmas that first year of their relationship. “Should you marry my granddaughter, can you please let me know so I may give you this ring”

Three months after Emilia and Kenneth’s talk about the ring,  Ken and Sam broke up. Two weeks later, Emilia had passed away. She wrapped the ring in a box with a note attached :
                        To my Dear Granddaughter, Samantha,
                                    You were always meant to have this ring. Shall you find light in the darkness. And happiness when you least expect it. I love you dearly.

Samantha holds onto the ring, knowing that when she is meant to wear it, she will know instantly. She hold on to the ring knowing there is hope. She holds on to the ring with no bitterness. With very little sadness. Because what this ring has seen is history. This ring has been around the world. She smiles because as much beauty as the ring holds, the stories and the people who have touched it are far greater in beauty. And she smiles because she knows her own fairytale awaits. 

Thursday, November 3, 2016

Oh The weather outside is weather!

1. Outside the Window: What’s the weather outside your window doing right now? If that’s not inspiring, what’s the weather like somewhere you wish you could be?

I live in Gunnison, Colorado. One of the coldest places in the lower 48!! I must admit, as a pedestrian year round, I do sometimes feel like I could stand to live some place warmer, or occasionally feel motivated to get my license and a car in a near future point in time. Despite that, though, I would not live anywhere else... or at least right now this is a great place for me to be able to do what I want and need to do in order to grow as an individual adult! 
The weather so far for the month of November has been quite... warm? A little rainy, maybe? It is currently dark, and when I went outside an hour or two ago to collect my laundry from the laundry room it was clear and warm. Much better temperature wise than one might expect for this time of year in the middle of the mountains. I will not complain! 
When I got to work this morning it was only 20F, and I whined a little about how cold I was to my snapchat followers/friends (aaskaja)... but in all honestly, after several years of living in this town, I ~know~ it will just be colder next month, and even colder in January! (Can anyone say "negative 20 or colder" ? eeeep!) I guess if it really bothered me that much I wouldn't have stayed here after school was over! 

I wish it was snowing though! I adore the snow and honestly do not think I could live in a place that doesn't get any snow! It's just so pretty. I know a lot of people who are ready for the ski/snowboard season, but I do not even though either of those sports... YET! if we get a good season I will definitely have to try a go out in the snowy world. I bought a snowboard last season and need boots and a helmet for this season. I also would like to do some snowshoeing, sledding/tubing, maybe try cross country skiing... Just fucking DIVE into the snow culture! (which some of it I was part of, growing up in Wisconsin, but I haven't really done much of since I was a younger version of myself). Even though being cold sucks, I also want to do some ice fishing this winter! Like I said, dive into this winter wonderland. 

Don't get me wrong, being warm, and not wet from the snow is pretty awesome... and I think I have survived so well because I have plenty of solo activities that are indoors, and keep me busy. I taught myself to crochet a few years ago, love love love movies, reading is stellar, and as I begin working out more I have plenty of videos to do at home (Honestly, prefer getting my workout on in my own home). 

Between working more, and going out less due to not wanting to walk anywhere because it's too cold... I might actually save up some money this winter!  I'm pretty interested in that. And between never wanting to leave my place and needing something to do, so working out more often... may I begin to look less like I'm constantly 4 month pregnant... that'd also be an okay thing.  But there is only so much one can say about the current weather, and future weather, and weather in general before things just get super repetitive! So long! May the internet or friends provide much better writing prompts in the near future! 

Life as of late. It's novel writing month!!

But I'm not going to write a novel.. just trying to write daily. Off to a bad start! I was going to put this post on WordPress, but it's not loading.. I guess it can go here. All my november stuff is going to go here because I think it could answer some questions about who I am as a 20-something about to be 30 in a couple years. Even if it's not quite the idea I had as I created this new "blog" idea... Anyway!!


National  Writing month

I admit, I am already a few days behind on the fact that it is writing month. But since I have some time right now I am just going to free write for a while.

Things have been pretty busy for me the last few months, mostly the month of October, to be totally honest. I have been trying to get into a good workout routine in the month of September which worked out for a while and I think I was getting some good results. Then in the month of October I helped build a haunted maze out of pallets with some pals who love Halloween, because I’m just that good of a person or something. I must admit, I hadn’t planned on helping at all but it felt good to be doing something worth my time and always feels great to help folks achieve some goals. I even acted like a weirdo in the very first room of the maze. I’m not too into acting but I had given it a good run. Halloween season was definitely busy busy busy and quite tiring to say the least. I officially quit drinking for a while!

And now we are into November, and it is that novel writing month. I am not going to write a novel but I will try and write something on a daily basis. I think the goal for a month is 15,000 words which divides down to 500 words per day. Since I am supposed to be on day three today, I guess I should maybe write 1500 words to makeup for the missed days? (I might have made up those numbers, to be honest, but it seems like a decent goal for someone who never writes who is going from zero writing per day to trying to write at least a little of something every single day?)

We find out who the next president of the united states will be here pretty soon! I am so dang nervous about this. We have Hillary Clinton vs Donald Trump, essentially. And so many people seem really serious about voting in a sexist, racist, classist prick.. I really cannot deal with it! I already voted so all I can do now is wait and see what happens on the election date next week. The last couple years have been insane. I’m just so glad and anxious about the ending of this crazy period of time. I feel like we are being pranked, to be honest!! But that’s really all I am going to be getting into on this. Nobody cares about my political opinions. Or facts. Or what is good for the country. Or anything, it seems. *shrug*

I feel like so much more has been going on in my life, and perhaps there has been a lot more going on that I just kind of jumble all the things together into this very vague entry about the months as of late?! And maybe over the next month of writing I will reveal more about some specifics but right now I cannot come up with much. I may grab a random writing prompt off the internet and write a second post today. Keep real life separated from the writing prompts, but keep writing in order to meet the daily word counts I had mentioned previously?! I do need to think about going to bed soon but I have fallen victim to the post workday nap, and not totally all that tired at the moment.